I treasure the feeling of each of your movements and I am continuously in awe of what a blessing it is to grow a tiny life inside of me. I adore our snuggles and quiet times together. Each morning as I rise, each night as I drift off to sleep and every moment in between, you are with me.
I feel
you.
Within my womb;
Within my heart;
I share everything I am with you.
When I am exhausted and achy- when my body hurts, I will try to focus and to remember to work harder at being thankful for the many reasons why I feel this way. I want to experience you fully, both the pleasures and the pains. I yearn to remember these emotions and fleeting sensations with gratitude.
When I am exhausted and achy- when my body hurts, I will try to focus and to remember to work harder at being thankful for the many reasons why I feel this way. I want to experience you fully, both the pleasures and the pains. I yearn to remember these emotions and fleeting sensations with gratitude.
Because,
for you baby boy, I am so utterly grateful.
You have changed my world.
Little one, you don't have a proper name yet, but I love you with all of my being. You are such a blessing and every day we are thankful for you. You have an eager family waiting for you. You have a proud daddy and two handsome big brothers waiting here for you who simply cannot wait to wrap their arms around you and show and teach you everything they know.
They
love you so much already and they amaze me every day with the ways in which
they share their love for you with me. Whether
it’s your daddy’s strong and loving hands or your brother’s curious and imaginative hands, as
they rest them upon my belly and they feel you wiggle and squirm from within, I
am overcome with an awe that is nearly indescribable. There is such a beauty in watching each of their
eyes light up as they see, feel and embrace you. It takes my breath away every time and I am
honored to be able to share these moments with them and with you.
You
are my little boy and I cannot wait until the day that I will deliver you into
the awaiting arms of your loving family.
What a miracle I get to be a part of!
I know that not only will you melt my heart and your daddy’s heart when
you fill our arms, but there is no doubt in my mind that you will melt Gavin and
Gabe’s hearts too. Honestly, I think you
already have…
Sweet,
baby boy, you will be treasured.
And celebrated. And admired.
You will be oohed and aahed over.
You will be, you are, so very cherished.
There have been tiny little feet that have entered this world and this family before you, but I am certain that you will leave a legacy and an imprint upon our family and our lives that no one before you has. You,
my precious boy, fill our hearts and our future with hope. You are the next chapter of our humble family
story as it unfolds and we are truly blessed to have you!
My hopes and dreams for you are many, but my
greatest wish for you is that you feel the Lord’s love and direction in your
life. It’s simple really, above all
else, I pray that you love Him with great abandon. I believe that God has filled our hearts with
you and we are so thankful. I pray that
you are filled with thankfulness as your story unfolds and as your eyes and
heart experience all that this beautifully-complicated world has to offer.
You will have an amazing life.
I just know it.
Because it has already begun...
Part
of me would like to ask you to hurry- I am tired and wobbly. My body hurts and I am ready to meet you.
Instead,
I will wait.
Patiently.
For you.
I am just so excited.
Enjoy your time growing big and strong. There are so many out here waiting for you. We love you so much little boy. We have longed for you for what seems like an eternity.
Come
as you are, my sweet and little boy.
And come when you are ready.
We'll be waiting for you.
With
every ounce of my heart,
Mama
Mama